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| 06:28am 31/05/2006 |
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You know nothing. |
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| 03:42pm 05/03/2006 |
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You bitches will exaggerate anything.
You're just another fuck stain on this bed sheet scene.
Goodbye to a lot of you. |
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| 09:39pm 19/01/2006 |
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I've come to realize I care less and less about what people think. My life is about what I want, regardless of whether or not those things are attainable they are what's important to me, not the drama that is caused by other's opinions of what I say. So with that being said if you read this journal and want to read what I have to say now, then add ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) deathxdiexdead if you haven't already. But you gotta have an lj cause it's friends only, I'm still not open to a certain people/someone. |
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| 01:34pm 06/12/2005 |
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To my mistress the bridge, I don't feel well. I'll be leaving and you can't stop me. We've been carrying on too long. I'm sorry, but I'm gone. I've got a bad reputation to think about. I've been dirty, I've been wrong. Maybe someday they'll find that I've washed up. I'm stepping out to clear my head and breathing in to fill my lungs. We're all dead. Farewell scenic highway overpass. It's better this way anyways. My lover the river makes a better soldier than a bride. But I left my heart at the side of her bed and she's got the warmest body that I've ever had. Drag the lake, you'll find it's full of love. Bring the children to the water and let them see what heartache did. This matrimony needs a witness, and you can teach them to swim. Don't let your dreamers grow up to be dead men. Drown us at birth, save her some time. Drifting on romantic holiday, breathless as her cold arms cover me. Drag the lake. You'll find it is full of love. |
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| 02:18pm 29/11/2005 |
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Got called in so I went and put the work on last night. Got out at 12. Went to bed close to 2. No time to study so I skipped Japanese class today, if that makes sense. I probably just failed my geography exam.
But life is good because a) this saturday is Between the Buried and Me and the Dillinger Escape Plan, and you better believe after last time David and I are out for blood and there's a few kids on our "stomp on sight" list, so let's hope a they show up and make this shit interesting.
and b) I get to see you in about...50 minutes! :) |
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| 10:07am 28/11/2005 |
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Did spring come early? The weather is nice today, the breeze isn't making me shiver, and the scent of the air this morning was rather refreshing. To further induce my speculation that spring is already upon us is the fact that a lot of people, whom are commonly single, are now finding themselves a significant other. I, myself, am no exception. As many of you may have already heard, I do have a girlfriend. Her name is Brittany and I find her to be absolutely amazing. What you may not have heard is that I am happy. That's right, me, happy. Part of it could be because of my recent liberation from that hellhole of a supermarket called Kroger, but the coming month of present buying and bill paying will soon turn that good note sour. Regardless, I'd have to say the current irreplaceable grin that has found it's way to my face is largely due to this girl who, by all means, has made this boy feel lucky to be with her. |
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| 08:15pm 21/11/2005 |
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Watashi no shigoto ni yamete imashita.
translation: I quit my job.
At least I still work at Hot Topic.
This is funny.
Even funnier is that a year from now I probably won't remember why I said "this is funny".
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| 12:59am 20/11/2005 |
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So two noobs, one looking like Kurt Cobain and the other looking like Davey Havok, wanted to pick a fight with me and David because their slutty friend wanted to run her mouth and instead got made a joke of for being, well, slutty. While the fuzz quickly ended a seemingly inevitible confrontation, let it be known that no kid from Flint is going to back down from anyone who lives in fucking Holly. At one point I stood in front of nearly 30 (that number is not a strecth of the imagination, their were at least 20) goth kids that thought they were skaters tonight in the Jamas parking lot asking which of them was going to be ballsy enough to come hit me, and they all just stood around looking at each other. Kurt Cobain had a chain wrapped around his fist which just made me all the more excited to stomp his face in. Next time we go to Jamas those kids are getting their asses kicked on sight.
In other news, Nate and I won some Halo 2 tournament today at U of M. Technically I won the whole things because he and I were supposed to then play against each other upon winning, but he forfeited to me claiming that I am the better player of the two. Eh, it would have been close.
And one more thing: you need to come home. Now. |
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| 03:12pm 17/11/2005 |
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She kissed me. I blushed.
It seemed as though time stopped for me, so that I could keep moving.
Today I will be happy. |
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| 11:18am 16/11/2005 |
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someone stole my guitar. |
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| 09:34am 14/11/2005 |
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I saw another shooting star the other night.
Someone up above must know I need all the help I can get. |
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| 03:39pm 10/11/2005 |
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Am I content with being dissatisfied, or am I satisfiably discontent?
Memories and meanings are getting lost. I'm getting lost in the meaning of memory. |
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| 03:03pm 09/11/2005 |
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Someone recommend me to a good surgeon.
...I need him to cut my heart out.
Or maybe just remove a certain piece, for the fragment of my heart that still belongs to you is now merely a figment of your imagination, and a fraction of the pain that it has yet to experience. |
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| 10:52am 09/11/2005 |
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I want to lay down...for a long, long time...under 6 feet of dirt and stone.
Thank god the day I die won't even be marked on your calender.
The word "friends" means little to anyone anymore. The idea of "friendship" is a joke and the best lie we can tell to ourselves because we want to find trust in someone. "Forever", "Eternal", "Infinity": No one will live to see any of these words come true, so why did we even bother to say them?
I'm tired of needing anything or anyone. I'm tired of being weak. |
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| 09:31am 07/11/2005 |
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I saw two shooting stars on my way home last night. First time in my life.
When the second one came, I merely wished that my first wish would come true. |
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| 12:36pm 03/11/2005 |
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mood: tired music: Evergreen Terrace
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Going to the Doctor tomorrow morning. My predictions: Dislocated left ring-finger and water on my knee. Worst case scenario I'll have to get surgery for a torn tendon in my hand and my knee drained. Lovely.
I miss you.
Shigoto ga daikirai da.
"I wanna believe.
I wanna believe you.
I wanna believe you but I'm letting go" |
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| 10:22am 01/11/2005 |
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Late for class.
I'm quite sure my finger is dislocated, and I need someone to help me pop it back in place, but people are too squeemish.
Going to see Saw 2 today. Call me if you wanna go. fourfournineoheightsixoh |
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| 09:29am 31/10/2005 |
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So I think I just missed my computer imaging quiz. Sweet. I guess thats what I get for coming 20 minutes late.
Work blows. I hate my job. Then again, what teenager doesn't? I worked all fucking weekend, it was so lame. I did go out to eat with Larkin last night before she leaves for Lansing today. That was pretty cool. And the party Saturday night was so so, I really just wanted to see the conqueror worm and then leave. Thank god for getting that extra hour back cause I walked in the door at about 3 am, which was really felt like 4 am. I'm still waiting for that good call from Hot Topic to save me.
Although going to work all the time blows, I must say I feel pretty content with where I am in life. I go to school, I have a job, I have a car, I have a cell phone, and I am taking care of all of those things myself. I'm starting to ease my way into this "real world", but I'm far from being able to live on my own, simply for financial reasons. It's hard to put a roof over your head on a part-time job. But regardless, I'm welcoming "growing up" more than I thought I would. |
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| 09:24am 27/10/2005 |
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"I know why you came here, but neither of us will get what you want out of me."
BTBAM, Black Dahlia, and Into the Moat tonight. This is a very big deal. |
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| 09:24am 24/10/2005 |
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Fuck you.
Yes. You.
This will be the last time I could give a shit about one of your little fits.
For those who are unaware, which is understandable because I have absolutely no internet and no contact to the outside world really, I work now. I work part-time at Kroger on Corunna and Dye in the Diary. Pretty soon I'll be working two jobs as I have a high chance of being a seasonal at Hot Topic. I now have about $235 to come up with every month between my car insurance and my new cell phone (about time eh?). To a certain few of you I am sorry if you weren't aware of how fucking stacked my life is right now, with work and college full-time where I'm trying to keep up with 16 credits. I have not been intentionally ignoring anyone, I just have had absolutely not time to talk at all. When I am on here its to do something quick like let everyone know I'm still breathing. I'm sorry that I don't have time to sit and shoot the shit all the time but I'm a busy boy now. But for those of you who are bitching me out (really it's just one I guess, and you know fucking well who you are) because I can't keep up with the latest livejournal breakdown and internet drama then you can just keep it to youself because I don't have time for your shit.
8104490860. call me or leave me some text. I could use some love today. |
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